its Monday, K20, January 06.

As if you don’t already know that. I’m bored shit-less and I’m no closer to having the assistance I need to get the hell out the cold. Have I stated how I hate the cold. Niggas can’t think in the cold but this is the last fucking time I wind up stuck out side.

Oh I was being good when I got fired but its my fault for not having the money saved to keep me out this situation. Now I get to hang out with every other homeless mofo at the library while trying not to be too open that I find myself in something stupid, because it is …stupid to be here doing nothing.

I want to go home and veg out on my own couch, watch stupid movies and chill doing nothing but no….. When you’re at the library and you notice the person front of you is higher than the funk in your shoes, you should be worried because that person might as well be waving a gun in your face.

Experienced as we all are. were not in control. Which is why I had to stop. The visions where getting way to real and I’m too old to be floating nowadays without a purpose.

Maybe, I should give lecture on psychotic thinking and stealing time, lol.

I want to be home, even if I get this job tomorrow… I’m still fucked up

but we will remain positive and motivated until the end