I’ve just about given up on dating, well… The fact is i really don’t know what dating is because I’m convinced that I’ve never “really” been “I love”.

I know how that sounds church but I believe this now, all that crazy BS we do in our youth and the hard times don’t mean a thing now. Sure I’m still picking up the pieces but my heart is beating for something greater. My mind still believes in a partnership that stands for something.

Sick, isn’t it.

Anyway… There’s a woman at my workplace, I haven’t even looked into her face but her voice… Quirky but strong. I love that!! She walks with a sexy swing in her hips that …damn. She rules me and don’t even know it. I swear i heard her moaning one day; maybe I’m just horny but damn. But we’re at work and this isn’t love connection so I’m doing my best not to be obvious in my gazing.

I think it’s best not to speak to her for the words are all jumbled as I play out what to say to this woman but I’m not in a position to be approaching her or any woman but …damn. Shes way to close for me to ignore and believe me I do my best but the moment I see her float across the room, and her voice raise me like an angel from heaven. Cheesy right, imagine me telling this to her… She’ll either laugh hysterically or I’ll have to quit.

This tiny woman slays me, with her hair swooped to the side. I roll around the warehouse gazing and singing over everyone. Lol

Damn.

I don’t even know her name but I’m going to do something stupid …maybe shes married and that would force me to shut down.

Eh… Time to work.