Blues for Michael

I hate starting over, I hate being used. Its bad enough that I barely make enough to live right now… And I have to deal with Covid, living with a stranger and her bugs. Now I have to trash all my shit AGAIN!!! I FUCKING HATE BUGS!!! I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE AND THIS PROTEST SHIT. EVERY GODDAMM THING YOURE DEMANDING, YOU CAN DO FOR YOURSELF.

Oh I’m fighting for your rights.

I didn’t ask you to fight for me. You wanna help me? Fucking help me pay a bill, help me get a home, help me start a business or catch a better job.

Fuck fuck fuck fuckity fuck fuck

Yeah, I’m real all day everyday, no fear. My feelings are hurt, I feel used by this woman who claims to have had brain surgery. Now she’s acting like I’m the bad guy because I didn’t compliment her cooking and for her misplacing her cigarettes. Bitch I got my own… No, I won’t argue… I’ll take my shit leave and burn what I don’t keep. Fuck I hate bugs.

Fuck my life humanity sucks ass and we all deserve to burn like the shit we are.

I saw it coming I knew she was no good. Fuck I want my own place so fucking bad.

I can’t live with or around fucked up people. Fucking slum Lord, drugs every where. I can’t keep starting over. God fucking help me. Can’t you see I fucking need help, why are they all screaming black lives matter and my life is a shit hole.

Fuck my life. Where the fuck are you God!!! Why am I always struggling. I can’t afford to be moving my shit in an out of storage. I don’t want to rent a truck. I gotta work tomorrow and I don’t want bugs on me…

Why are you fucking punishing me

Why are you fucking punishing me