Bring me the Nigger

It’s no secret that educated Caucasians know more about black people then we know about ourselves, which is why there are years and guilt in their eyes. Normally I am neutral on the word, when used by “POC”. Normally I don’t hear it when someone foolish says it. Over the last year’s I’ve changed a bit, becoming less tolerant.
I already feel that most Americans are ignorant to the use of our language, not knowing the origins of words and displaying backwards memes that seem to be positive but actually negative and belittling.
A good source gave me this knowledge of the word “nigger”, he doesn’t have a filter so I questioned why he shared this. It upsets me when Caucasians want to talk about race with me but this guy I trust. He is a history major and know people who actually research and read historical papers. While he says he needs to do his own research and that I should do my own. This story was enough for me… I looked up the word “nigger” after he told me this…
Traders didn’t take the worst, they took kings and queens, their children and the strong, this I knew.. you don’t purchase the worst you take those who are worth the trade.
“Bring me the nigger” yes I am paraphrasing a lot. Nigger is the hook on a ships mast. There they would hang those who were defiant.
Can you imagine saying I don’t want to be that nigger. Nigger isn’t a derogatory term it’s a threat to do bodily harm.
I Googled nigger boat hook and found it is still used as a hook for ships. I don’t know what for and I don’t care. I will look further into it but it is enough for me; that if you are of right mind and you say this in my presence… I will wip you where you stand for to see. That is my bond.
I’ll show you what a nigger is.
We are for better or worse AMERICANS!! FUCKING ACT LIKE IT!!