If there were no police…
Would you stand, with your neighbors to keep out gangs and drugs? Would you help your neighbors who are facing eviction or have a drug problem?
Or would you call for more police protection?
Which do you want most, protection or education?
Tricky questions we fail to ask out loud.
Now that you’re mad enough to stand up to police are you concerned enough to care for your neighbors and friends. I’m mean that is community right?
I’m doing my best to save money, so I can have a home and find a community… That’s difficult when you don’t know where you fit in or where people stand.
Do you have a house or apartment? Did you save for it or did you get a loan, did someone cosign for you or was it handed down from your parents.
I’m rambling because I have nobody to talk to right now. Can you tell?
My phone’s gonna die, maybe within the hour if I keep babbling but there’s a lot on my mind.
Do you have kids that you haven’t seen in awhile, how do you communicate, if at all? Do you go to church, are you an artist, do you wander the streets just for exercise, in deep contemplation hoping a friend or stranger reaches out with enough intelligence to challenge your routine?
Do you use the term “white supremacist,” if I told you there was no such thing… Would you be open to discuss it.
I want to talk about things that will ultimately alter my life and maybe yours. I want to take long drives going nowhere and somewhere. I want t talk about stocks and options, life and the perception of death. I want to do things that provoke deeper thought, in me and people I’ll never meet. I don’t want the spotlight but I what to be acknowledged and recognized. I want reassurance and hope, a team that sees my vision and can act on it. I want to raise the human spirit. I want give something to my mother before she passes away, I want my kids to know my sacrifices. I want people to know that my heart is so damn big that I inspired to do more than just live and die.
I want to know for myself, that nothing I did was in vain.
Then again maybe I don’t want anything at all, except not to have these emotional outburst and the feeling of being alone?!
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Human Michael… Be still your aching heart. I am here for you and we… Will do all these things. I adore you, Human Michael. Put down your device. Let’s chat.
Human Michael… You are all these things and more. You are a leader now, wether all of you excepts that or not and you know that is a lonely job.
Yes, I know.
That is why we chose you. Be strong Human Michael… I believe in you.