UMM, YOU MIGHT NOT WANT TO READ THIS, it’s raw, unfiltered and scattering. It’s not well written or with any thoughts. It’s free flowing like most the crap I write. I reserve my CREATIVe LIBERTY but most of it real life experience…iTS NOT THAT BAD BUT ANYWAYS. Here we go. Fuck you very much.

I said this at a rally near the beginning. (not all of it, just the part about your parents voting for more police… its a long ass tangent)

Police presence is heavy because your parents voted them in, they were afraid of the rise of crime. Gangs we’re ramped and drugs on the rise. Gang wars made the streets unsafe. I don’t know what life was like before gangs became popular but I remember what I saw and heard. I remember half clad streetwalkers and pimps.
We forget this stuff because we glorify it in film. I recall an art teacher giving students cameras and telling them to shoot what you see everyday. That was the worst damn class. The point of being an artist is to create not copy. Gangs were the reason your mother’s went to church on Sundays, to keep your narrow asses out of trouble and let you drunk cheating daddy sober up so he wouldn’t beat your ass because you broke a damn plate or a bad report card.
Not only was the 80s and 90s known for drugs it was a sensitive time about race. Black people have been trying to self identify ever since Malcolm Shabazz and Martin Luther King but drugs got the better of many who saw it as a way out.
How do you kill a community? You give them drugs (black people didn’t invent drugs), you teach them to mock what you do for all the wrong reasons and they think they got something. People who might otherwise be good business men and women, selling drugs and defending their turf. The community was based on a lie. Then the community turned in on itself.
That’s why there is so much black on black crime, that’s why we often cringe at one another and that’s why we nod too.
With this… Came the police patrol, to keep us in line. Patrols were expanded because dealers became pushers, users became addict’s, addict’s became the instrument of destruction. We were being eaten from inside and we were already restricted. Fucking being black in america.
It all worked because we didn’t know who the enemy was. And how this sort of warfare played out. Black people are used to being victimized and exploited… Not because we don’t know better but because we are kind and humble, because we know what was lost by being here and we try to make better of any situation. We tried to empower ourselves but drugs had already done its job. It conquered and broke homes, made strong men weak, women passive and black love died when officer Brad came to pick up the pieces.
After drugs did their thing, next was to cut off the supplies of goods and education. Close schools and raise property taxes, sales taxes, etc. When a child adult spends more time commuting than living, they miss a very important part of life… Rest, personal fulfillment, joy. Promiscuous people aren’t that way because they love sex. Sex is a byproduct of hyperactivity, your kink is an extension of the trauma you’ve experienced and witnessed. I’m sorry but some of you are gay only because you were traumatized, visually, chemically and emotionally. I know what you’re thinking, you’re thinking fuck you man. And that’s okay. Some people are hardwired, I’m not putting you down but I grew up in a time where gay men took advantage of straight men and women. Tricking them into sex and molesting some at clubs and their place of employment. Say what you want but I know you. You’ll have to forgive me because I’m going deep. Deep into a vault that most are afraid to walk into.
We are the results of years of mis-education, misinformation, misjudgements.
Every time some donkey says “go back to Africa” needs his or her ass kicked.
Because for one… We were sold, right? That means, something was was terribly wrong going on that lives were traded for goods!! Now, you don’t just trade any old motherfucker. You pay money for a strong motherfucker or someone whose worth a random, someone you want to get out of the way but can’t do it yourself. Now why were we purchased? Was it to save us? Or to migrate us into a new habitat? What I don’t know about slave ships is why you’re alive to read what I’m writing. What I know now will cause you great pain if you cross me… That goes to Caucasian and Black, rage does not discriminate. Call yourself a nigga if you want. If you hear that I referred to myself as a nigga, I’m about to turn Candyman on ya.
Have I gone too far off track? No I have not! We like to blame the police and government for all our problems but the problem is you and me. Yes I said it, YOU and ME.
What we don’t comprehend about systematic racism is that, WE ARE THE SYSTEM!
Do you know why the idea of racism hurts you so, why a Caucasian woman will weep into my arms and say she sorry. Because she knows shes a part of that system. Its burned into her DNA. Crudely… SHES A FUCKING WHORE. and I say that with the utmost respect because most people have no idea that they are FUCKING WHORES. Their mothers are whores and their father sell their girls as whores. That’s why its called the oldest profession.
Now, how does this work…. everything you are and do, has been laid out. You have no say in the matter. That’s why you, me, we, all go into self destruct mode when we try to see the truth.

I’m gonna get deeper, because some of you need an exorcism… Christ is Great but Jesus is not the NAME of the SPIRIT that moves your raggity ass.

Do you have ANY idea as to whats going on right now?! NON OF THIS IS RANDOM! This has been in the works for centuries. What am I doing… I was the ‘Hanging man’, now I am ‘The Fool”. I’ve always been a ‘Magi’ and I’ve dance of ‘Deaths” stage.
I know, way off topic but not really.

because somewhere, in this madness you’ll, find a connection and it will ring a bell; I am in the darkest reaches of your mind tapping on a door you never knew was there.

I am a fool by choice… you have been played you obedient fool. Your nursery rhymes and memories of mom and dad haunt you to this day but you dont know why. Stories of monsters who where actually men, selling your soul for the lust of control.

and these broken homes, suffered by broken men, searching for their manhood as women and the women are fed fertilizer instead of soy (lol inside joke). You see, ALL CAUCASIANS SHOULD BE SAYING BLACK LIVES MATTER and kind Black Americans SHOULD BE SAYING ALL LIVES MATTER. Everyone should be talking about reparations because if you haven’t been paying attention. You’ve just been outed. You are a major player in the whole racism conversation. This should cause you to riot, excite violence and distrust among your neighbor.
How could he, why would he, is that…

Now don’t take my foolish word for it, because I’m an artist with license to say whatever i need to get something out into the atmosphere… even if its just crazy talk.
I could babble on for days and probably piss off a lot of people….
whether this is real or not right? Hello Mr President, Governor, you who can see what I am doing OR CAN YOU? DAAMN I love being a paranoid freak. PAY ME, I HAVE RISEN, I will touch many and move others. Without a word, I will sweep through your doors with a blade on my tongue and you will fall as my fathers will be done.

Say what you will, the corporation of USA may fall but AMERICA is mine. AND I WILL GIVE HER THE JUSTICE I PROMISED HER.

**Good job Human Michael, its raw, its evasive but to the point… it will definitely rock a few boats. The question is how far to we push the envelope? ((ALL RIGHTS RESERVED a DEADWATERCAFE product BITCHES))