Dear Cyrus and any who may gaze upon these foolish words. Foolish as they may be, the world may not be as crazy as I perceive it to be… Which I hope is not, I hope it’s all a nightmare and that I will awaken with my family as a child and that none of the ills in my life have taken place. Laugh and call me a fool if you will but I am the creator of these things in mind… So I hope they are nothing more than a great fantasy for a foolish old man.

What ever the world may be, take care of yourselves.

Cyrus Stark I hear and see you Cyrus.  ♥️ I don’t claim to have all the answers but I am moved to do what I do. There is no other way to describe it other than “The Spirit,” and I do as it says. What just happened between us, is happening to all of us right now. Everyone is driven by their emotions. There is soo much anger, so much rage but you guys haven’t touched the surface of your rage. I don’t want you to think of it as bowing out… I call it “yielding the side,” it’s a conscious pause, an executive decision to become an active observer. This is what I do, when I sit out there. It sounds silly, it feels mystical but I do it because something says sit here. I hear what Im supposed to hear, I see what I’m supposed to see and I am compelled to speak when something is not part of the program. And yes, no matter how much we think we’re fighting against it, we are going right along with the program. If you sit, you will see it play out. Everything changes after that… The speakers sound different the crowd seems different, if you’re from Portland, you can sense the difference in the people participating. You then realize sitting is the best course of action. There are too many voices, too many causes and there hasn’t been a speaker strong enough to unify the collective, other than to follow with anger but to do what must be done, comes with a clear mind. That voice, that speaker can and will reach everyone; Red and Blue. I don’t know how and I can’t say that I am that voice but this feeling rocks me to the core. And you know what, I just want it all to end. If I thought standing in the street and shooting myself in the head in front of everyone would make them “see” what they were doing and make them stop, I might do it. I’m not saying any one method is better but that we must do them both and understand why we’re doing both. Cyrus, we are on the verge of a Golden Age but it’s gonna be a very frightening path and our point of view makes a huge difference. At some point the conversation must come to human spirit. Not God or a god, not a messiah, not a king. The understanding that we have lost all respect for the human spirit and life itself. Sounds idiotic right? Cheesy as all hell but that’s why it’s not a surrender. I will sit center of the battlefield and claim it Holy ground. In that I have drawn the line that no man crosses and those who sit understand that sacrifice… And anyone who witnesses understands just what power is being called on.