Hello Notes

It’s past my bedtime, and I have nothing to think about. Yes… That is good. I’ve spent the last two hours unsuccessfully making noise. Some of it sounds okay but nothing for a  composition, just random noise to occupy the time.

Anyways…

Some good news, the company I temp for offered me a regular full-time position today, which comes as I am preparing to leave for another job but I suppose this is worth sticking around for. Right?

It’s boring warehouse stuff but shit… I’m moving on up while people who take life for granted are falling down.

That’s not fair of me, I’m sorry. This Covid thing has hit us all in a very profound way but I don’t think enough people are getting the whole picture. I’m extremely grateful right now. Finally being in a situation where I can save money to get my own home again… I miss cooking and feeling safe and comfortable. I miss sitting at my table on the computer, laying on the floor for a movie, drinking sake.

The money I have saved is all on one stock… Which is a bad idea by the way but it’s volatility is high, that means, I’m gonna catch a flair or loss my ass. Cross your fingers and send good vibes.

If you’re feeling generous… And wanna help this old fool pull his life back together… Please find a link on this site and ring my money bell. That would speed up my goals of home and feeling independent… I’ll save a big hug for you too. Yeah, I’m a hugger. 😊 Oh, I get my stickers tomorrow, today lol. I’m super happy about that.

I have the movie Solaris on my laptop right now. Do you have a laptop? Is it light? I’ll trade ya mine. It’s an older HP Elite book, heavy as hell, not what you carry to be creative on the run, I’ve stopped carrying it for now, it’ss been killing my shoulders and back.

Umm, I’m whining now so I’mma stop here.

Hmm… if umm, you’re in Portland or find yourself here and you recognize me, I’m not as unapproachable as I seem. Well, maybe I am. I don’t know, it’s been a long time since I allowed myself to social but I’m taking applications for new friends 🙂 I need more good people in my life. I am a loaner or hermit whatever but that doesn’t mean I want to be alone.

People make me nervous but I’m trying to get over that.

Sweet dreams beautiful people.