It’s Friday night and the all is well, within and about.

The gentle chill of the night caressing my face but that’s alright. My day at work was brief, I planned it that way so I could do a few things. I’ve purchased a used monitor from Goodwill just so I could get my desktop computer operational.

Oh, yeah.. I have a home now. It’s a roommate situation but it’s necessary for right now, I lucked out too.

My roommate is a tiny beautiful Vietnamese woman.. right!! Shhh.. I’m being good. Besides, I’ve been single a long time. I wouldn’t know what to do anymore; so I’m just gonna be me and enjoy life.

I still have this weird fascination for a woman at work but I think it’s just because she has some quirks about her. No, I haven’t asked her out or said more than hello… It’s work. Anyways, both are beautiful to me but I won’t make an advance out of respect. I’m too old to be chasing skirts or trying to impress anyone and I’m still working on my own quirks.

But??

Today… As I lifted above the ground at work, I felt a sense of loneliness. It was strange. I feel it once in awhile and it’s usually different. Maybe because of all the tension in the air now and this feeling I get that makes me speak as if I were a leader but unheard. Yeah, I battle with that because Im not one who wants the spotlight but I am compelled to speak and deliver these ultra positive messages. Even writing these things is a challenge… Yeah, I’ve been bottled up a long time, so everything I write won’t make sense to some of you.

Anyways, I’m rambling. I’m kinda closed off to my peers and not close to family at all, so of you’re following along… Thank you for being here.

I’m gonna stop now and walk into Walmart and find a power cord.

Take care world.. try to remember we all need a lil love and attention. That’s the only way we’re going to elevate into something greater.