Hello Notes

It’s Wednesday, a day off to do absolutely nothing. I’ve been sitting at my PC for hours, listening and making music 😆 aside from that watching eagerly the Markets and crypto. It was a horrible and great day.

A high risk bet is up but another is down.. I am not happy about this but both have the potential to open make the future brighter.

Anyways I am jotting this note because I’m watching “The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo” again. Its good let my mind wander but not very entertaining. This one scene that stands out… Where she gets her vengeance is cool but watching the guy rape her just upsets me in a dark place.

It’s ridiculous that people go to such extreme when there are others who will gladly sign over rights to their body.. more than half of them are of sound mind, getting married for money, letting guys into their homes they don’t know just to fuck and will have their babies and blame them for not wanting to stick around.

People suck.

No.. I’m not married, not even close and I can count on one hand the girls or woman who initiated a conversation about a relationship. Yeah I have a chip on my shoulder about women but I am still the sweetest guy you’ll ever know… If I let you close enough.

Enough of that….

I am treating myself to a bottle of Macallan, it is my favorite so far but I don’t spend or drink that much anymore. For some reason I’ve decided to add cranberry juice… It’s not bad. I have some cigarettes.. fuck, I just said two days ago that I was gonna quit cold turkey fuck… And I live downtown so it’s 10$ a pops. Fuck wrong with me right?!.

Sigh

Fuck it… I’m gonna die alone here… Sore, busted and lol sorry… I’m gonna shut up now.

I hope my ranting is as entertaining to you as it is to me thumbing it down. I enjoy knowing you’ve found an interest in it… Even if it’s just to laugh at my expressions.

Go go crypto..