Ranting…. Trying to process some shit!

Why don’t men get the same guidance as women do? I mean, a man can’t or won’t charge a woman with rape.. hell, half the time a man wouldn’t realize that it was and we never really understand that that rape came as a girlfriend who decided to be a single mom long before she opened up herself.

Sure there are ill men out there but there are female predators too, and they don’t even know that they are. They blame men for their illness, pain and sorrow.

I’m paying child support for a little girl I’ve never met, and have no idea of she’s my child. Truth is… I don’t know if any of my kids are of my makeup. Every time I get the nerve to talk about it I get upset and stop. The process is so ass backwards, I give up because no one will give a straight answer.

I don’t know what a lawyer cost but I’m sure I can’t afford one.

Women don’t take enough responsibility for themselves, that’s why the issue of abortion is so heated. Many of you have no respect for life, yourself or the person you lay with. Sure, it’s your body and your right but every time you say abortion is your right… You’re telling a little boy or little girl that their life isn’t worth saving… You are telling this to your peers. Remember that.

I’m sorry I received this woman’s advances.. she wasn’t my type but I didn’t want to be shallow, I put up with her and her sisters bullshit. Even the sister who hit on me after she’d left town. Smdh 🤔 and this guy she married.. what do I think about this fool. What did she say to him, how is he okay with taking someone else’s money. He probably thinks she a sweet heart but she made a child and ran away because of her parents.

Fuck this whore!!

She came back once…to apologize. I was so angry I told her to go away… This bitch never came back?! Why not? Get your ass back here and face me you coward.

Fuck! I was ready, pulling my life together. I thought sure, I’d gain two sisters and a family, didn’t matter what “color” they were. I’d love them just the same. I’d succeed where my mother failed but ….

Why did she not return? Was it her family? Was it hormones?

She said her mother wanted her home for the pregnancy, I said well I guess a girl should be with her mom for the first child but why didn’t she just come up here? Why didn’t they offer to help here?

The plan was that.. I’d make a place for her to come back to. I did just that , when I found out that she was not returning… I lost it. I turned to drugs, lost my home, gave up.

Three strikes… Screw love! It’s not real!

Took a long time to get my mind and heart back. My hope and trust in women still remains dulled, I don’t date and will seldom lay with a woman because I don’t want to be made to force another child into this world.

Anyways… I’m going to try to get a DNA test, these child support offices help these sick women.. it’s time they help me.

Dear woman… Men are who they are because you don’t know who you are.

Guys… Stop kissing ass so you can get laid or look good to your female peers. They fucked up and they know it. You can still be friends but don’t butter that shit up. We all gotta face our own bullshit, you and me.

There’s no battle of the sexes.. this isn’t the 16th century… The playing field is leveled but you still don’t know who you are.

Stop abusing us, so we can be better men to you and one another.

Stop abusing yourselves so you can be the women that you are. There’s so much more to you.. than the girl wanting to do what the boys do.

Lastly… For now 🤬

Take responsibility for your body and actions. YOU chose to fuck that boy, YOU knew that you weren’t going to be forever, YOU decided to keep on fucking him. Be done with him. Give him the child or don’t have one. Don’t have a child because you can’t handle rejection. Birthing is not your right alone!

Sorry guys but I get so angry about this… And I’m not perfect but I never hit on anyone with the thought of just fucking. My life is difficult because of circumstances not because I chose to be a dick.

BUT!!! IM GOING TO NOW…

Chanda Prigmore (I don’t remember her husbands name, I found out via Facebook). If I have come to Utah I will paint your name on everything.

*Runaway Mother, took my money and married her pimp*

I don’t know if he’s a pimp ☹️ but I’m about to charge her with kidnapping… Can I do that?

How old is the child now ☹️ I don’t know… Teenager.

I want my child or my money back. I want all my kids to know their mothers were fucked up. I was fucked up and made bad decisions because they made them first. 🤔 They probably shouldn’t know that but if you know your daddy was an addict, you should know it was because of a woman. If he killed himself or others, it’s because of a woman.

My heart breaks whenever I think about this shit… I was never a mean person, I’ve always been kind but these relationships ruined my would be thought of marriage and women, ruined my lively hood, credit and life.

Who knows…. Maybe I was the first bad decision.

Maybe my mother should have aborted me too.