The time is 05:37, I woke about 04:50 …much too early for laying my head about midnight and alarms set for 06: and 06:30.
I decided to ready coffee in the press. Soaking grounds now and heating the mix which I should have readied before laying to rest.
I have poor circulation, I am reminded when waking. Numbness of my arms because if my big ass head, I can see from the sock lines that the same can be said about my legs. Thought I’m sure my smoking plays a major role. I am quiet certain that I need and want to quit but what will take it’s place.
I doze off a lot at work, so I pull over and take a few naps throughout the day. Winding down is difficult at home… Because I want to create and veg out watching TV. I bought lavender bubble bath but haven’t committed to that much relaxation yet. I should get a massage and see a good chiropractor… one that could move each vertib (I don’t feel like looking it up and auto correct is failing)…. point of my spine.
Sigh
A friend reached out yesterday to tell me that my writing was missed. I like to imagine that my display helps others but that’s just my ego but he told me that I inspire his writing and self exposure. I shut down Facebook about a month ago and feel much better now that I’m not obsessed with the advertisement machine and it’s ill represents for “social media”. Besides… It’s not meant for my type of expression or yours. Facebook should be paying me😂 .
Time now 06:07, I’ve been single finger typing on the phone device.. Like a kid under the sheets with a flashlight, writing a secret code. It’s time I heated coffee and ate something to start my day.
I need to set a routine but I also need to put my ass to bed and wash my ass at a decent hour.
I’m really glad to finally be home again …it took a long time to get back here.
Have a good day Notes. I’m not really a holiday person but I will encourage you to be thankful …for something
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