Letting go

Hello Notes

How are you today?

What are you talking about and to who? Is it worth your while, does it make you happy or help you gain? I can’t say what I feel anymore… I don’t think I should.

I’m not happy but I’m not mad, I just am… In this moment.

Sitting at my balcony listening to the chatter outside but it’s not worth hearing. I read what my peers are saying on Facebook but it’s not worth reading, not that my words are any more important… Because it’s not. I’m just babbling… it’s all just babbling and I’m tired of talking.

Suppose I’ll turn Facebook off again and I’ll probably try to stop feeding you my thoughts and get on with what life I have remaining. Smdh.. this feels pitiful, I shouldn’t even be telling you this but I, like you… Need to express myself.

What a fucking life right.

Why are we even here… Damn! I know better than to have that on my mind.

It’s time to let it all go.