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The rotation of meditation
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Racial rampage
UMM, YOU MIGHT NOT WANT TO READ THIS, it’s raw, unfiltered and scattering. It’s not well written or with any thoughts. It’s free flowing like most the crap I write. I reserve my CREATIVe LIBERTY but most of it real life experience…iTS NOT THAT BAD BUT ANYWAYS. Here we go. Fuck you very much. I…
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Induction of a leader, transparency.
If there were no police…Would you stand, with your neighbors to keep out gangs and drugs? Would you help your neighbors who are facing eviction or have a drug problem?Or would you call for more police protection?Which do you want most, protection or education?Tricky questions we fail to ask out loud.Now that you’re mad enough…
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Networking
I feel god today, I have nothing but I was able to connect Sunshine Pantry with Portland BLM and and old friend with food and clothing from Nike. He, Ashanti Hall will disperse it with help of BLM and EWOKS. I’m taking a mental health day off from work to visit the site and be…
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Reacquainted & Resituated
Hello Notes… How are you? So, do you write more when events are high or low? Feels as if I express more when I’m troubled and less when filled with glee. I know, I’m not exactly a ‘gleeful’ person but I try. I try to use punctuation better now that people are noticing what I’m…
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Bring me the Nigger
It’s no secret that educated Caucasians know more about black people then we know about ourselves, which is why there are years and guilt in their eyes. Normally I am neutral on the word, when used by “POC”. Normally I don’t hear it when someone foolish says it. Over the last year’s I’ve changed a…
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Encountering “nigger” on the train
A man yelled “nigger” on the train, just now. I blew him a kiss. He said it again, I encouraged him to say it again and sat front of him. I told him the origin of the word and asked if he wanted me to put a hook into his back and hang him. He…
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The movement of…
I’m on this weird kick right now… It’s nothing new but it gets stronger with every report about racially charged engagements. The fact that we’re still, arguing about racial inequality mixed with police excessive use of force, being moved by an officer as I sat in meditation during the first few weeks of protest and…
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Seeking star players
Its a good day am well fed, eating much better food and though I need to quit smoking cigarettes I feel okay. I’m still having some discomfort in my extremities, I am powering through. I have a new team member who will see that I am successful I’m my drive to regain my independence. Old…
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You have the power
So much time has past since my mother and I saw one another, so much sadness. I am glad to be able to send her pictures of her grand baby. I am glad that my Mia didn’t wait as long as I have to reach out to my mom. I know people are strange and…
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