Hello Notes, how are you today?

Oh I’m fine, just have a lil on my mind.

I’m at work so I will keep this short but I listen to “Negro Spirituals” sometimes and I find myself upset, either tearful or angry. Neither of which gives answer to the other so I’m stuck in a tempest of environmental mayhem. Why… a small portion of me sees everything and another character inside is in disagreement. I don’t want to justify anything, I just want to forget.

Okay, so there were slaves, all mankind was a slave to something or another, why continually remind a certain group of people. I think this in itself is an attack, psychological warfare and we all play into it but who’s at fought for these crimes against humanity.

Now I’m angry at work for something that happen a month ago that was just dismissed.

I mean… if your at work and you sit because you are experiencing extreme discomfort and a manager who doesn’t know you or your character comes and blast you, joking about the situation to where it pisses you off that you cannot focus on not being upset about your discomfort. So I yelled at him to leave me be but he chose to be a piss ant and wrote me up involving others … blah blah sorry, its old news but the dismissal of my interpretation of the incident pisses me off. I felt as if i was told “Shut up and get back to work nigger”.. That’s what your privilege causes and the rest of you yelling black lives matter…

I’f you want a revolution, you have to tear down everything and people die, lots of fucking people but you are not ready or committed for such an act. You see those Islamic extremist… that’s dedication. I’m sorry America but if your not on that page, and wanting a unification of Africa, you have no idea of whats at stake.

maybe I don’t, and I’m just expressing my foolish thoughts again….. but at least I’m thinking